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I have reached the nesting phase. But I'm so busy and so tired I feel like there isn't much I can do! Frustrating feeling that's for sure, and I'm not the type to let something go so.... I am currently brainstorming how to downsize my small little "bungalow-like" home. We had originally thought we would have been moved out by now but things have changed and we will be in this tiny house at least for another year. So how to deal? I am going to start small, I'm very excited for my sister to come over Tuesday to help me clean but I'm such a control freak I'm afraid I'm going to scare her off. lol So hopefully I will document the downsize, and by downsize I mean I would like to minimalize somewhat. We'll see. -B

As I sit here watching the sunrise out the window I think about how my little boy is going to be one year old soon. Things have changed so much in a year. Life has gotten so much more joyful and so much more complicated. I am currently 30 weeks pregnant with my second little boy and all I can think is I need to hold Tucker as much as I can. I'm sure I'm having every thought that goes through a moms mind when she has a second baby so close to the first. This is too soon, I need more time with my first. I'm scared to add another little rambunctious one to the mix. Will they get along? Will they fight more than they get along? What will life be like? So today I'm going to remember the sweet moments I have with Tucker, like putting him to sleep at night. I don't do this often, Josh has gotten into the routine since I have a growing belly which makes it difficult when Tucker is in a wiggle mood. But a few nights ago I put him to sleep, he feel asleep in my arms. I s

I have become a creature of habit, change it hard for me. When I was younger it was no big deal, from childhood we moved a lot and my life was always changing, but after being married and I got settled I don't want anything to change. It was hard after having a baby, I anticipated that things would change, and change quite often, but to add another to our family. That is another big change. I am so excited and anxious to meet baby #2, but things are moving quite fast. Tucker will be 1 next month and then the following month I will have our second son. Another big change coming to the family is my husbands job. He is waiting, waiting, waiting on the phone call for a start date to his new job/career. It is exciting and he is excited but me I'm in the background thinking EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE!!! Right now we have a good routine watching Tucker. I take care of him Monday through Thursday, Josh and I both work on Fridays so his mom watches him and Josh takes care of him Satur